It’s great to have passion. Fiery ideas that change the world often start burning in someone’s belly. Passion turns hard work into fun and challenges into adrenaline-fueled adventures. When you have passion it suddenly becomes easy to do the right thing and to fight. Character becomes effortless.
But what do you do when the thing that makes you tick and the thing that gives you your paycheck are no longer one and the same?
It takes uncomfortable effort and difficulty to force fit a square peg into a round hole and then keep it there. But when the right fit is still elusive life as it is goes on, so that has to be done.
You’re square. Your heart does not beat for the round hole. Your angular match has yet to be found.
This is when you summon your character in order to deliver in the midst of drudgery. You have responsibilities to discharge and you need to restrain your free spirit no matter how it squirms and struggles.
You may not do any life changing things for now. Everything is grey and mundane. You endure by the moment so everything is dealt with in bite-sized bearables.
Be still, oh heart. When the right time comes, the fuel lying dormant inside you will be free to catch fire and burn forevermore.
For now, it is you and what you are made of, against the cold sleepy winter and rain.